mrc906085
Hi everyone.
It's,my first attempt to upload my writing.
As I am an introvert, I try to observe people a lot to understand them better,so I became an observer.
I try to listen what others have to say to understand their feelings their thoughts so I became a listener.
I try to appreciate people a lot sometimes I end up cherishing them a lot more than they deserve because I am a sensitive person so I became a lover.
I try to gather my thoughts my feelings so I became a writer.
So basically it's about the things I feel that I want you to feel,
These are the things I want to say that I want you to hear,
These are the things I have in my mind that I want you to understand.
I want to scream but I screw up,
I want to speak but I remain silent,
I want to fly but I fall,
I want to try but I am tired,
I want to give up but I give in...
I feel hopeless but I remain silent.
I feel nervous but I act tough.
I feel ignored but I cannot cry.
I want to cry but my tears betray me.
I am so screwed up,my heart is torn into million pieces.....
but still I carry on.
Still I love you.
Every one of you.
You all hurt me but I never thought of saying it to you because.....the truth might hurt you.
You don't love me the way I do but I still love you.
I hide my tears for you,
I hide my heart for you,
I hide my heart from you.
But sometimes I want to show you my heart
not to give you
but to show you
what your "stone heart" has done to mine.
But I hide it anyway,
I smile anyway,
I love you anyway.....
All because.....I am an emotional fool.
These are my scattered feelings.
Sometimes I feel more,sometimes less.
This is not a series.
At first I wanted to upload a series, but first I wanted you all to know how I feel.
Please support me and my writing.